(As salaam alaikum),
...it'll be too soon.
I just found out that B broke up with me because he was no longer attracted to me because of my weight. My weight.
I don't trust men. I don't trust anyone whose primary reasons for wanting to be with someone is physical attraction. That my weight (and I'm not even obese...I am overweight, yes, 20 pounds so, but still) is such a turnoff that you don't want to be with someone...no, he's said enough.
He was totally unworthy of the time and love I gave him. Totally unworthy. So I told him that. Yep, I feel bad, I've never said such mean things to someone in my life before, but I don't know how he thought that would end but badly. He couldn't have exited gracefully and said that he realized he no longer wanted to be with a Muslim. That would have been so easy! But no, he said it was weight. Just me, being fat to him. And that's worth throwing away what he had, which he apparently felt little for...
No more! Let him stick around for all of the women that are not knocking on his door.
I think I called him a name in the email though. May God forgive me. I will say one last prayer for him, and then I'm outtie!